inside gaara-bear's thoughts

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 00:34:17 GMT

It's that time again. I'll go visit mother later today...

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 23:11:17 GMT

For the most part, I have been sick...

Hmm... I see my friends and family... and they're all unhappy. I want to say something, but I don't know what.

...

I'll definitely go to the New Year's Party.

And I'm sorry I missed your birthday, Hinata. Is there anything you'd like?

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 04:22:14 GMT

I haven't done anything much. Been trying to find out what to do with my life. It seems like out of everyone, my life is standing still. Temari and Nara have been fighting lately... But they still manage to patch up and continue loving each other. Sakura has Sasori ~~and the baby. They'll be a wonderful family.~~ Akimichi and Yamanaka are pretty happy. Others are not having it quite so smoothly, but at least life is moving for them. Tenten seems to be having trouble... I don't know her that well so I don't know what to do for her. Hyuuga seems to be reverting. I should talk to her to check up. I don't have a lot of friends so watching over the ones I do have is best. Makes me feel somewhat better about myself.

What am I gonna do with my life?

Even now, I still feel empty.

~~... What ever happened to Kankuro? Gaara wants his brother!~~

Edit: I don't understand the fighting and problems that everyone has been having. Especially the couples... I just... don't understand.

Winter Formal

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 17:40:23 GMT

I had fun... I got uncomfortable with so many people around, but I knew most of them so... Hn. A lot of firsts happened. My first dance... My first tux... My first ~~time drinking spiked punch =_=~~ gathering with so many friends... I'm happy.

Hinata with her hair down and her pretty dress XD Yes, I suck at drawing so much.

I don't have a scanner right now, so I just took a picture. The digicam did something weird to it so >_< eh as you can see... *pouts* I still have so many pics I need to scan... Anna's pics, especially. They're long overdue.

Sibling Time

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 05:54:02 GMT

"Gaara?”

"Yeah?”

"I just needed to ask you what you wanted for Christmas," Temari said, crossing her arms loosely against her chest.

"... Nothing," he answered, surprised. "Why? You've never done this before. You'd just try to guess what I wanted and..." he trailed off leaving the rest unsaid.

She shrugged. "Well, because...I was thinking about getting you a pet. I just didn't know if that was what you wanted, or if you wanted something else."

"Oh." He studied her for a while. "If it's from you, anything's fine."

She sighed. "I just wanted to be sure that you'd...y'know. Take care of it. I remember when Kankuro had that hamster, and well..."

"... Are you comparing me to Kankuro?'

"No~" She waved her hands in front of her face. "Not at all. You're just at that same age."

"... I'd take care of it." He thought about the notion of having a pet and added, "It'd be nice, I guess."

She smiled. "Yeah. It's fun having a pet." She clapped her hands together lightly, changing her mood. "Well, they'll be weaned soon, I think, so we can go pick one out for you as soon as I get the okay."

"What kind is it?"

She grinned. "Do you want to know, or do you want it to be a surprise?"

He blinked. "Oh. Oh... Hmm... Surprise, I guess."

She nodded. "Okay. Um...how's school going? Now that you've transferred?"

"It's been alright. Most don't know me," he answered slowly.

"Well, that's okay, I guess. Unless you want them to?"

"Not really, no."

She shrugged one shoulder, leaning against the doorjamb. "Well, at least it's better than Suna, right?"

Gaara nodded. "Yeah... I have friends here."

She smiled. "Good. I'm glad to hear that."

He smiled slightly, too. "Yeah. How're you doing?"

"Fine, I guess. School is killing me."

"But you're still alive," he said softly, smiling to show that he was sharing a small joke with her.

Temari laughed. "I said killing, not killed," she replied. "Finals haven't started yet."

Gaara played along, putting on a solemn face. "If you die during that, I'll mourn for you."

"Just make sure to burn my textbooks at my funeral."

"Alright," he nodded. He managed to keep his solemn face before cracking a smile again.

Temari laughed, covering her mouth and nose with her hand before she could snort. "I'll be okay," she told him. "A few exams won't get the best of me. Hopefully..."

"You've always managed before anyway."

She nodded. "Very true. I think I can handle it."

He nodded. "I know."

She cuffed her foot on the carpet, looking to the side for a moment. "Listen, I'm sorry I haven't been around in a while. With schoolwork and Shikamaru, I've pretty much been stuck in Konoha this past week or so."

He blinked. He didn't expect this either. "It's alright, Temari."

She sighed quietly. "Not really," she told him. "I need to stop spending so much time there. Sometimes I feel like I'm getting claustrophobic. I'm getting bitchier."

"You don't have much for yourself here anyway," he replied.

She rolled her eyes. "That's not true. I have you, and Kankurou. And Kiri is getting seriously neglected."

"But you have more for yourself at Konoha..."

She sighed. "I don't know..."

"You should consider moving there. We'll all go together if you’d like," he offered.

Temari blinked at him owlishly. "Why would I move there?" she asked, sounding rather panicked at the thought.

"Your school is there. Nara is there. You spend most of your time there. And now I go there."

"I've been doing fine as a commuter student, Gaara. If you'd want to move closer to your school I would consider it. I'm not going to move just because my boyfriend happens to live there."

"Temari, I named a list of reasons and Nara's only one. Choose whichever's more convenient, I guess."

"I don't like Konoha. It's cold and rainy and it's too close to Shikamaru."

Gaara shrugged. "Alright then. There you go."

She gave him a sideways glance. "Why?" she asked. "Do you want to move there?'

He shrugged again. "It doesn't really matter to me."

She sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. "If you say so..."

She rubbed the back of her neck, yawning slightly. "Well, I'm glad you're home. I need to get some sleep before I go to study tomorrow."

"Alright. Good night." He nodded.

"Night," she said, offering a lazy salute as she turned and shut his door quietly behind her before shuffling down the hall back to her own room.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 00:06:42 GMT

Nara, I need help.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 07:59:37 GMT

Three Names You Go By:
-Gaara
-Monster
-...

Three Things That Scare You:
-... Kankuro dying
-Temari hurt
-Being alone again

Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
-Food
-Air
-Seeing my family

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
-PJ pants
-oversized t-shirt
-underwear

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists:
-Yoko Kanno
-Do As Infinity
-Death Cab for Cutie

Three of Your Favorite Songs: ~ at the moment.
-Soul Meets Body
-Simple and Clean (live version)
-Small Two of Pieces

Three Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love):
-Mutual Understanding
-Stability
-Loyalty

Two Truths and a Lie:
-I am a happy person.
-I am not lonely.
-I can depend on my friends. (XD I'll leave it up to everyone to guess which are which)

Three Things about the Opposite/Same Sex that Appeal to You:
-Kindness
-Sincerity
-Earnesty

Three of Your Favorite Hobbies:
-Reading
-Thinking
-Nightly Walks

Three Things You Want to do Really Badly Right Now:
-Talk to a friend
-See my sister and brother
-Sleep

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:
-Anywhere my family and loved ones are.

Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
-Find someone
-See Kankuro healthy
-Live

Three people I want to see take this quiz:
-Anyone who cared to read through mine

Small Two of Pieces

Run through the cold of the night
As passion burns in your heart
Ready to fight, a knife held close by your side
Like a proud wolf alone in the dark
With eyes that watch the world
And my name like a shadow
On the face of the moon

Broken mirror, a million shades of light
The old echo fades away
But just you and I
Can find the answer
And then, we can run to the end of the world
We can run to the end of the world

Cold fire clenched to my heart
In the blue of knight
Torn by this pain, I paint your name in sound
And the girl of the dawn with eyes of blue, and angel wings
The songs of the season are her only crown

Broken mirror, a million shades of light
The old echo fades away
But just you and I
Can find the answer
And then, we can run to the end of the world
We can run to the end of the world

We met in the mist of morning
And parted deep in the night
Broken sword and shield, and tears that never fall
But run through the heart
Washed away by the darkest water
The world is peaceful and still

Broken mirror, a million shades of light
The old echo fades away
But just you and I
Can find the answer
And then, we can run to the end of the world
We can run to the end of the world

Lately, I... Hm. Nevermind.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 02:42:17 GMT

I had a talk with Temari today. Was upset with what I found. Still slightly wary, I guess.

*shrugs*

((Oh yeah, I'll also be playing Haku! So add me ~~again~~! boy_corrupted))

... pissed

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:21:02 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
sabaku_sousou goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as peanut.
_inochan gives you 11 softly glowing banana-flavoured nuggets.
cho_phat tricks you! You get a block of wood.
emosasuke tricks you! You lose 2 pieces of candy!
foxynoodles gives you 2 blue orange-flavoured gummy bats.
kiba_owns_you gives you 10 milky white lime-flavoured nuggets.
lazy_shadows tricks you! You get a scratched CD.
pervrtofjustice gives you 8 orange blueberry-flavoured jawbreakers.
sugarbunbuns gives you 18 brown passionfruit-flavoured nuggets.
taikouhana gives you 8 teal cola-flavoured gumdrops.
temichan gives you 15 teal mint-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
sabaku_sousou ends up with 70 pieces of candy, a block of wood, and a scratched CD.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Akimichi... ~~You fucking bastard. A block of fucking WOOD?!~~ At least I got a CD from Nara...

FUCK YOU UCHIHA. You might've gotten my candy, but at least my older brother doesn't suck... as much... as you brother does. And my sister is fucking normal and CARING! Can't really say the same for yours... DAMNIT, STEALING TWO PIECES OF MY CANDY!!!! *sends hate your way*

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:05:59 GMT

I will transfer to Konoha High. Going back and forth sucks. Hm.

inside gaara-bear's thoughts

Winter Formal

Sibling Time

... *pissed*

... pissed